Onto my little thought for the day. The other night one of my besties Chanda :) posted a cute picture of her and I and our friend LaChelle (oh and miss Oaklee:)) from last summer. It was right before I had Kanan. First of all I'm so grateful for the memory I have of this time with my friends and am even more grateful that the precious little boy Lincoln is now a strong and happy one year old!
But seeing that picture made me realize how big I really was. I knew the scale said 192 but never took the time to truly look at myself. I refused pictures usually because I knew I was big, but man I really was in denial because this picture shocked me. At first I was SO embarrassed that people would see me SO huge. Then I felt ashamed that I had allowed myself to get that way. But after my pity party for oh about 30 minutes I decided to embrace it and use it to fuel my motivation in continuing my weightloss.
One other thing though is that I got my handsome mr man out of this and I would NOT CHANGE ANYTHING. Yes I should've exercised and yes I should've eaten better, but you know what you live you learn and grow from it. It was my last pregnancy and boy did I have fun giving into all my cravings and eating whatever I wanted lol! I enjoyed myself and that's all that matters right?
Anyway I've now changed my eating habits and the rest I've said in previous posts. I just wanted to share this picture basically for my own journaling purposes. I'm no longer ashamed or embarrassed of where I was. I've embraced it and am moving on. I will forever cherish that visit with two very important women in my life!
Me, Chanda, LaChelle and miss Oaklee :)
Me 48 lbs less at 144 :) and still losing
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